1. |
bender
02:03
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I want to spend the afternoon
Mattress in the living room with you
Delusions of grandeur
A necessary bender
I surrender
To all of the colors
The sole sign of my life
It's all that I worship
The light in the darkness
The anchor im letting sink in
Deeper and deeper and then
I feel the light of love
To hold me close and tender
I surrender
To all sorts of colors
There's no time to be sure
Can you wake me before tomorrow?
Can you make me a real home?
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2. |
i know
03:37
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Searching all the time
Don't know what I'm trying to find
Placing all my attention
On the ways the days relate
Finding out that every word I say is a
contradiction
Multitudes of you and me
You don't owe me consistency
There's just so many ways to see their
true
But they're watching you
Taking note of every move
Just try not to think about it
Now and I know just what I know
So to understand me
Understand that I don't want to feel so
known
Don't simplify the ways i'm trying so
hard to feel it all
And I can see the world is changing
right before my eyes
I’m changing too
So separate illusions of me
Thats what im tryna do
Don't you know I see
Your desire pierce through me
With the every question
That you pose so casually
Could it give you some clarity or
some peace and understanding now
But they're watching you
Taking note of every move
Just try not to think about
Now and I know just what I know
So to understand me
Understand that I don't want to feel so
known
Don't simplify the ways i'm trying so
hard to feel it all
So I can see the world is changing
right before my eyes
Im changing too
So separate illusions of me thats what
I'm tryna do
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3. |
fuerza
03:08
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Far down that road
I suppose I better make a run for
Now I won't wait
To escape I've got to find my way out
To live there's a price you must pay
What do they know
They just go where they're told
Try to tell you that heaven accepts
those who give their souls
Si ya lo se
Que tu crees
Soy tan inocente
Yo camino
al lado
de esta fuerza contra mi
What do they know
They just go where they're told
Try to tell you that heaven accepts
those who give their souls
I tried my best
To make the rest of this madness
make sense
So we can get by on our own
It's not a fantasy
This is the way of living for you and
me
One day plants will grow upon the
ashes of the world we know
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4. |
testament
02:51
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How can I know
What it is I'll worship next
Love done my way
That shit is a sacrament
I close my eyes
No testament to follow
Rather be broken than
Have anything that's hollow
And I know I can’t always find
What phantom feeling I've been
missing
Is it only me stuck wishing
How can I stay
Watch while you devour me
Love done my way
That shit is a fantasy
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5. |
right now
04:09
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Sometimes these words can be so
hard to find
I'd like to take a walk with you
sometime
And let the pavement take the place
Of all the things that i could say
They will come and go it's true
But for now i'm here with you
There's no use in saying out loud
And my thoughts pass like the clouds
But the truth is coming out now
No one knows you better right now
Like I do x4
Know you like I do
I see you come home so confused
On the porch leave your dirty shoes
Wondering what it's all for
There's a world behind the front door
There's no use in saying out loud
And my thoughts pass like the clouds
But the truth is coming out now
No one knows you better right now
Like I do x 4
And no one knows you quite like
Like I do
And if you feel alone sometimes
Like I do
Want someone to hold you
Like I do
They already love you
Like I do
Tell me where to go i'll follow right
now
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6. |
mister g
03:59
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Mister g won't you please give me the
key now
10 feet tall painted walls your blue
arms to wrap around
Maybe we did look like trouble
So we said we’d give you double
Now you let it rain inside
Under the plates the roaches hide
If there was a way I could be
understood
I'd show you the way we’ve been
living
I know you don't see me as more than
a means
To make your life feel so easy
Mister g won't you please fix our
machine now
Wind blows through the living room
There’
s no one to save us now
Maybe we would smell like flowers
If you would just fix the shower
Now you let it rain inside
Behind the walls more life to find
If there was a way I could be
understood
I’d show you the way we've been
living
I know you don't see me as more than
a means
To make your life feel so easy
Could you admit to the evil you
brought
cuz ur so nice it's deceiving
It's yours but this home is the place
that I wrought
You gave me the key mister g X5
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7. |
go outside
02:22
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I want to go outside
I want to feel the changing tide
That pulls me away
My flesh to see the light of day
But when I try to leave I always fall
down to my knees
The world brings so much sorrow
I'll try again tomorrow
No podría haber imaginado
Como es que todo ha cambiado tan
rápido
Mi corazón no pudo soportarlo
Yo escuché un golpe en mi ventana
Yo salte a ver si tú estabas
Fue una rama, tan sencillo
Lágrima ha caído
De repente, a través de mis lágrimas,
aparece forma curiosa. En ese
momento me olvide de mis sueños
dolorosos. Serio y gentil, se acerca
invitándome a su calidez. No tengo
más remedio que abrirme como un
sobre y dejarlo entrar. La luz de la
mañana trae nueva percepción y
anhelo. Es pura luz. Es puro amor.
intentare de nuevo hoy
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8. |
sweetest thing
03:24
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Ephemeral sight
Here on this night
I found something to believe in
Just a feelin’
I can simplify
I love the way you look tonight
Over candle light
I hear many search the world to find
What you're bringing into my life
You're just the sweetest thing
You're just the sweetest
Could we try to make our own sacred
place?
Where time could never be borrowed
So when I leave and you're here
without me
Part of us lives in this moment
And this feeling I can simplify
I love the way you look tonight
Over candle light I met your eyes
Yet another trance of circumstance
Can this be real life
You're just the sweetest thing
You’re just the sweetest
Intuition taking me
Closer and closer to you
Dizzy imagining all the things I
wanna do with you
The city’s changing fast hold me close
it might not last
The city’s changing so
Just hold me close
With this feeling I can simplify
I love the way you look tonight over
candle light
I hear many search the world to find
what you bring to my life
You're just the sweetest thing
You're just the sweetest thing
The sweetest thing the sweetest
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9. |
a new day
02:49
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Take away your hopes and
motivations for
This world a new day
And we don't have to pay
For our crimes
So long ago were written down with
histories
That we cannot verify
We cry out in this quiet desperation
Wake up and go to work again today
These ways they try to tame
Will fade away
Away
So much time I've been looking for an
answer
And when it seems that all is faded
grey
I'm here for a new day
Outside its storming
First the light then the boom
Moments of clarity
I can see my family
Holding me
An action of insur
gency
They don't have the heart to see
A new day
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10. |
shame
04:49
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Drink some water when I am empty
When the silence can feel so
deafening
And I’m running out of ways to make
believe
That all this water could ever fill me
Waters true
Not enough
In the ground
I could stop
if I tried
Pick me up
I could find it
All this shame
I don't wanna fade away
I want to laugh with all that I have
I don't wanna feel so bad
I dont wanna win the game
I just wanna share the sun in your
eyes
I’m lookin’ I’m lookin’ I’m lookin’ that
way X4
Waters true
Not enough
In the ground
I could stop if I try pick me up
I could find it
All the shame
I don't wanna fade away
I want to laugh with all that i have
I don't wanna feel so bad
I don't wanna win the game
I don't wanna feel the shame
I don't need to be the one
I just wanna share the sun
I just wanna share the sun
I just wanna share the sun in your
eyes
I’m lookin’
I’m lookin’
I’m lookin’
that way X6
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11. |
optimist
03:23
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Would you hold me in your hand
And take me where you can
If we share we will always know just
where to go
So easily we hide
Those facets of our minds
Silently we ponder
Our latest ideations
Wondering how could it be
When you came over to tell me
all of your wise and delectable things
Optimist
How could it get any better?
Hardly any storm that we cannot
weather
Together I know
On the night I saw you there my heart
wasn't fully prepared
To sit and talk to have those
conversations
Looking toward your gentle gaze
I leaned into know your ways
I’d like to hear all your elaborations
Optimist
How could it get any better than this?
Hardly any storm that we cannot
weather
Together I'm sure we’ll live so easily
Take please what you need from me
Forgetting what we ought to be
Delusions keep on feeding me
Together I know
No need to hide myself away
With you I always have a place
Together we can ride this out
I don’t have any room for doubt
The sun will come and this I know
There's always so much room to grow
Please won't you whisper in my ear
Those wise words I love to hear
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